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enkannerligen) wrote2011-12-04 11:21 pm
enkannerligen) wrote2011-12-04 11:21 pm
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(i hope this will be for far longer than forever). g. siwon/sungmin.
title: (i hope this will be for far longer than forever)
rating: g
pairing: siwon/sungmin
word count: 350 words
notes:sungmin is diabetes inducing. this takes place during the coffee scent will always tinge the air, probably not all too long after heechul’s reflection of “perhaps he should be kinder to his characters, as siwon always had told him”, which might be what prompted his cameo in the drabble below.
rating: g
pairing: siwon/sungmin
word count: 350 words
notes:
(‘siwon,’ heechul says, ‘if i wrote your life, i'd give you a fairytale ending.’)
the cups sungmin places on the table are far larger than average; siwon isn't really sure as how to he'll be able to drink all the hot chocolate in it without feeling nauseous. sungmin smiles, curls up on the sofa across from where siwon's seated in the armchair.
‘sunny and i do this all the time in the winter,’ sungmin says, still smiling. always smiling. siwon likes it, sungmin’s smile. adores the warmth and sweetness it emits.
‘it's not really winter yet, though,’ siwon replies, after taking a sip of the hot chocolate. he smiles wanly.
‘i didn't feel like waiting until then to do it,’ sungmin answers, laughing lightly, his eyes disappearing and maybe it is only the light. or the lack of light. siwon closes his eyes. almost all too clearly, he hears how sungmin whispers, ‘i don't drink hot chocolate with just anybody, siwon. they have to be special.’
(and the way sungmin whispers, almost conspiratorially and as if it is the greatest secret in the world, is childish. cute, still, and maybe siwon should feel slightly awkward by it, but it just feels right when it is sungmin. like it makes sense.)
‘oh,’ says siwon. sungmin's laughter is light, but louder than before. placing the cup he's holding in his hands on the table, siwon gets up and sits beside sungmin instead – close, the length of their bodies touching.
he feels nervous, oh, does he ever, when he looks down and sees sungmin's eyes closed, lips parted just slightly and when sungmin says ‘sunny and i never do this,’ almost a whisper again but completely different from before, when he leans closer.. siwon lets their lips find each other.
it's sweet and sugary, of course it is, and maybe it won't be like this forever. it's more than alright though when he feels sungmin's breath across his cheek; on his neck when sungmin leans closer and burrows his head just a little.
(‘i think reality is fine as it is,’ siwon replies.)
the cups sungmin places on the table are far larger than average; siwon isn't really sure as how to he'll be able to drink all the hot chocolate in it without feeling nauseous. sungmin smiles, curls up on the sofa across from where siwon's seated in the armchair.
‘sunny and i do this all the time in the winter,’ sungmin says, still smiling. always smiling. siwon likes it, sungmin’s smile. adores the warmth and sweetness it emits.
‘it's not really winter yet, though,’ siwon replies, after taking a sip of the hot chocolate. he smiles wanly.
‘i didn't feel like waiting until then to do it,’ sungmin answers, laughing lightly, his eyes disappearing and maybe it is only the light. or the lack of light. siwon closes his eyes. almost all too clearly, he hears how sungmin whispers, ‘i don't drink hot chocolate with just anybody, siwon. they have to be special.’
(and the way sungmin whispers, almost conspiratorially and as if it is the greatest secret in the world, is childish. cute, still, and maybe siwon should feel slightly awkward by it, but it just feels right when it is sungmin. like it makes sense.)
‘oh,’ says siwon. sungmin's laughter is light, but louder than before. placing the cup he's holding in his hands on the table, siwon gets up and sits beside sungmin instead – close, the length of their bodies touching.
he feels nervous, oh, does he ever, when he looks down and sees sungmin's eyes closed, lips parted just slightly and when sungmin says ‘sunny and i never do this,’ almost a whisper again but completely different from before, when he leans closer.. siwon lets their lips find each other.
it's sweet and sugary, of course it is, and maybe it won't be like this forever. it's more than alright though when he feels sungmin's breath across his cheek; on his neck when sungmin leans closer and burrows his head just a little.
(‘i think reality is fine as it is,’ siwon replies.)
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and i kind of really liked that line too, so i’m really glad someone else did~
you are about the sweetest thing ever. i wouldn’t mind you stalking me, just saying. /creep
like, i checked your lj and saw that you had written some of the nicest henmin i’ve ever read that is pretty much exactly how i envisioned them and i have no idea how to comment without sounding like a creep or a stalker or something. ;___;
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well, i do have a personal tumblr too, i just created this one for fandom. and there’s a reason as to why i post on both tumblr and lj with the same... mainly that i sort of want people to read my fic, but i’m too afraid to post to any community ahahh. so it only makes me happy that you read, and even commented~
i’m a socially awkward turtle in both irl and online, so i’m always nervous and unsure of whether or not my behaviour is accepteble. so i’m pretty much always feeling like a creep. i'm not going to go further into this as you didn't ask for my life story.
maybe we’re both creepy and maybe we aren’t. i feel a bit like i’m going in circles here, or at least not going anywhere with it.
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why are you so nice ;___; this might sound weird, but the thing is that posting to a comunity means showing my work in a place people might actually read it - and the thought of people actually reading, and thus being able to judge and all that stuff is what made me fall out of former fandoms years and years back. paranoia and oversensitivity ftw.
...and i’m unsure if i’m good enough for people to want to actually read, and this is what people say when seeking compliments, but seriously. i don’t know.
lol, this sums up most of my interaction with people all the time. i’m always pretty sure that i’m annoying people, or clinging a bit too much for them to be comfortable with it.
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oh, go on and abuse those gifs baby~ omg i’m not as creepy as i sound, i'm so so sorry
of course i do, it is my purpose in life.. lol, wat girls do you see?
you made me cry irl with this comment. it wasn't much and they were happy tears, of course, and i was a bit overly emotional at the time... but i don’t know how to tell you how indredibly happy you made me. i'm a bit pathetic, i know, but i don't really care now. you’re almost making me ask for you hand, but i somewhat have the opinion that marriage is a bit obsolete, so probably not going to happen even jokingly or fun on the internet /lol creep
but it feels a bit silly posting stuff to a comm that i posted a couple of months ago on here, but maybe when i finalise the new small shimin thing i’ve been trying to make pretty enough to post, i guess i could?
i think we’re lucky that penguins at least are cute, unless they have scary eyes. /forever irrelevant
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i don’t want to make you feel sad. i’m sorry i did :c i’m okay with what i was emotional about, as it was mostly happy but still sad somehow, and just idk either. people saying nice things when i’m on the edge of getting emotional makes me even more emotional, and your comment happened to just come at one of those moments. i’m sorry that this probably is tmi about me as a person or something.
i keep repeating this question, but why are you so nice to meeee? and the shimin fic-thing isn’t long enough to be called fic... it’s like, flashfic or something, a ficlet. :((( don’t get your hopes up.
i noticed this thing with penguins because i’ve seen too many movies as a kid (and later on animes) with penguins in to not notice. i also played zoo tycoon 2 and got a creepy murder-penguin that ate all other penguins in the cage.
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(unless of course you have creepy intentions for the information)
and i'm not sweet, i think? just... stupid? lolidk :| and yeah. all shimin is good shimin, because at least it's shimin. there's way to little shimin being written imo.
zoo tycoon is a great game where you build zoos okay. it's supersuperfun. in the first game you could even have unicorns and mermaids, in the second you could do other fun stuff! madagascar is a fun movie with fun penguins!
and this is not a weird thing to notice, it's just... noticing stuff not everyone else notices. okay. like koalas having creepy eyes too if you stare too long, but so does kyuhyun so idk. cute things have creepy eyes, sometimes, or something.
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i’m overjoyed that you liked it enough to comment, so just. thank you.
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You're writing brings such a fresh breathe of air kind of feeling and I adore it. ♥
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i'm delighted at your kind comment and glad that you enjoy my writing for this au as it was kind of experimental (for me) and shit /flails right back at you
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